well after I've reached my point of realization of all of this mixed energies surrounds me, there's only questions left for me. all of those white lies you've been feeding me, how could you do this to me? what have I ever done to you to deserve this?,  ok forget that question, I'm sure it could be to anyone else but why?, what is your purpose on the first place?, does it give you some kind of pleasure to hurt other people's feelings? do you even have a heart like the rest of us, human being?