A Muslim Who Just Maybe Jewish!

  A laugh-along moral drama that brings a great big dose of enlivening absurdity and comic brilliance to a taboo subject, the hostility between British Muslims and Jews.




The Important stuff for me today.

Seems like almost everything around me is pink.
Altho my favorite color is actually black.

Like A Star



Just like a star across my sky,
Just like an angel off the page,
You have appeared to my life,
Feel like I'll never be the same,
Just like a song in my heart,
Just like oil on my hands,
Honor to love you.


 




Will & Jo

Will & another Jo


Saturday Morning

Another lovely, pleasant and fresh spring morning stopped by in Zürich city. No question asked, I just have to take advantage it. A perfect day for a date with me and my Nikon camera ^_^ ...

Reminds me of my childhood when my Mom used
to have this old kind of sewing machine and let me use
it to made my own Barbie dresses.
(yes yes i was a HUGE fans ... had like 100 of 'em)

always wanted to have one of those vintage Telephone.

Another obsession of mine ; Old timer camera, the older the better :D



Hide and seek in reflection 

Trapped in the mirror with my fav (UGG-ly) boots

Sail away to Never ever Land



I adore shinny things <3


Drama Eggs


The Drama inside my fridge

Hope

For starters, I believe that hope is something humans have that nothing else does.  Of course, there's no real way to prove this for sure, but I think I ought to make the point of hope anyway.  Normally I'd say that love is what makes us human, but quite frankly I think many other animals possess it.  Hope, however, seems to me to be unique to people.  Hope has an incredible power to pull us back from the brink of emotional breakdown.  Even when we feel like we have nothing else, there is usually (not always, but usually) still a subconscious feeling that everything is going to get better.  Perhaps it's not hope, exactly, but our resolve to be able to hope in even the toughest of times.  I don't know if I have the right words to explain it properly, but I believe we are human because we can endure and even hope.  Hope is a trait that, if left without, humans would be rendered unable to go on.

Chameleon

I'm more confused than a chameleon in a bag of skittles


Dear Friends,
Why D'you guys keep always asking, "Are u ok?" D'you guys really want the truth? Coz the reality of the matter is, if I was okay, y'all wouldn't have to wonder.



In Reflections, Can We Trust?



We can do a lot from learning about life being transient; life is a fleeting moment that leads to the realm unknown. The journey from point A to B is regretful if your only thoughts are about getting to your desired point B. If you make the most out of that journey, starting from A then maximizing each moment until you get to B, then there shouldn't be anything to regret once you're there. You've given it your all and you enjoyed the ride.

Point B is always imagined as the pinnacle in life. This is the dream that people strive for. Success, prosperity, salvation, and many other forms of this proverbial point B takes us to most issues that grip this world. Just think about every issue that rules this earth and you'll see that it is almost always about the dispute between means for an end. However, once that end is reached, what is left?

The point B in life has and will always be death. This is the inevitability that can be unsettling in any given scenario. Anyone who talks about death is usually deemed crazy or weird by most people. However, I have somehow detached myself from actually feeling bad about being insulted in this level because nowadays, I really can't care any less. I have come to realize that while everyone think that they're preparing to live, they're actually preparing to die. This is the plot of this journey - every story ends.

Anything can be possible with this journey. As long as you do three things - not hurt anyone, give back what you receive, and not stay at one place for too long, you can achieve a higher level of consciousness. This is not about religious dribble or spiritual mysticism, but about a brighter outlook in life.

Sadly, not many people have that transient state of mind where they would keep on flowing, no matter what happens to them in life. They hold on to their own safeties and amusements because they are afraid of the feeling of loss.



If you've ever been robbed or have lost something valuable, then you should know what I'm talking about. I myself have experienced this multiple times, so much so that I have come to a conclusion. Whether I lose that thing or not, all that really changes is my state of mind. As long as I stay alive, all I ever lost is that object, but never my identity. If I would just think positive and work to gain something else, then pleasant surprises can come into my life and help me progress further.

This is why the majority have their foothold on what is said to be the trend. The greatest loss for most people is their place in society and the security of belonging somewhere. We watch television, read magazines, gossip about politics and celebrities, and so on because as long as we feel amused, we feel secure. Once we are bored, we don't know what to do with ourselves. The safest and easiest way to do so is to go with the template - to go with what everybody else is doing.

However, there are those who go against this way of doing things. They see things differently and refuse to ride along with it. There are two reasons for this behavior - either he/she has seen something that makes that trend unreasonable or just for the sake of not wanting to do what everybody else is doing. Either this course of actions is from the free-spirited decision of a liberated soul or from the stiff immature judgment of a person in denial, it can only be known by the individual. In fact, if it really is the latter, then that person might not even realize his/her own reasons and just refuses for the sake of refusing.

True strength and understanding comes from three things, I have realized. To become totally honest with oneself, to not be too attached to anything in life, and to accept the inevitability of reaching the real point B, which is death. The latter two can be optional as it's usually too much for most people. However, the first one is the most important. To emphasize my point, it is imperative to gain self-honesty.

The mirror never tells the whole story. It only reflects what the light is able to reflect. Therefore, a lot of people who think that they know everything about themselves may actually not because they may have looked at the mirror when the light was dim. Perhaps, we should also focus on that light.

Being honest with oneself is knowing about one's strengths and weaknesses without any blemish of either ego or self-pity. There is no sign of greed, pride, or envy whatsoever and everything is taken into account. This process of self-realization is not just to merely humble, but also to gain the ability to become a better person. This level of self-awareness is elusive, but can change many things, both in the individual and the people around him/her.

A maverick who realizes his/her own true nature can no longer be a rebel without a cause.





You're gonna find yourself somewhere, somehow.

One of those track that have the power to brings me to the right mood 
^_^


Maybe sometimes, we've got it wrong, but it's alright
The more things seem to change, the more they stay the same
 don't you hesitate.

Maybe sometimes, we feel afraid, but it's alright
The more you stay the same, the more they seem to change.
Don't you think it's strange?

You're gonna find yourself somewhere, somehow.



I was definitely born in the wrong era



Imagine a hushed, smoke-filled Hollywood nightclub, one-thirty in the morning, 1965. From a corner booth, Frank Sinatra signals for a last round as a combo takes the small stage to close the night out with a loose, sexy half-hour set of Cole Porter standards. Russ Freeman slumps at the piano, delicately leading the way. Bud Shank closes his eyes and weaves his typically fluid sax lines, while the great Joe Pass follows on guitar. And at the microphone, smooth-as-silk, cool-as-ice, Julie London, enthrallingly world-weary, deliciously pitch-perfect. Who could ask for more? 


I woke up this morning,
The sunshine was shining
I put on my happy face
I'm living, I'm able,
I'm breathing, I'm grateful
 To put on my happy face....

We all deserve to be happy


I have become selfish; I know myself. I acknowledge that which is me and I listen to only myself. Through doing that, I am happy; I love, cherish, and adore all that I am. And when I am able to love myself, I can then love another. When I can cherish myself I can do the same to another. When I adore myself I can do just that to anyone else. But it must first start inside of me; inside of each of us.

When I am happy, I will wish no harm or pain on others. When you are happy, you will wish for the same thing. It's not about judging those who are selfish or are interested in only there happiness. It's about understanding the importance of being happy in the present. Do, what you want right now, that will make you happy. Do it, absorb it, breathe it, and when it's over, let it go as to move on to something else; something greater.

Happiness doesn't come from out there. You won't find it in a person, a possession, or accomplishment; the only place you'll find it is within you. No one can tell you how to be happy. No one can push you in the right direction or path. Because no one but you knows where happiness lies. I cannot know what will make you happy, I can only know what will make me happy. We are selfish by nature you see?

It's time, right now, to let it all go. Let go of putting others first, let go of the past and especially the future. Do without asking why; just do in accordance with you.

And why wouldn't you? Why wouldn't you do what makes you happy?Because of others? Don't worry about them, they have things that can make them happy just as you do. The only difference is that you've taken your happiness into your hands, where as others are still shrugging that responsibility.

We all deserve to be happy. We all deserve exactly what we want, what we desire. And when we've made the choice to pursue life, for no other reason than your own, then we will evolve; then we will become what we're meant to be.

Love

Someone once said that love is a battlefield. Love is something that people waste their lives on. Love drives some to the ends of the earth to prove to others how they feel. With the same hand, love drives people to their own deaths from feelings attributed to rejection. It is not rejection that does such things, it is the fire of love burning the hands of its torchbearer. 

    Love is a force that destroys life, but love also creates life. Could it be that love is the universal god who has created all, the same one who casts nonbelievers into the burning abyss? No, it shan't be, for those who do not believe in love are sometimes the happiest among all. 



    I have seen love turn the most intelligent, respectable people into blithering, drunken idiots and I have seen it turn blithering, drunken idiots into the most intelligent, respectable people. It has destroyed those closest to me and I have even let it close enough to destroy a part of myself. Love is a two-edged sword placed in the hands of an enraged two year old, thrashing about, cutting the legs out from under those unfortunate enough to step into its path. Love gives birth to Creativity, making it also mother to Thought, who is the brother of Chaos, whose sons are War, Death, and Hate. 
    What is this love that has all these faces? Can one really trust it? It could show one to a painless Heaven, or with the same smile burn one in a painful Hell. It could award one life in riches or leave him for dead in poverty. Finally, I implore all of you this; should we follow blindly this love into paradise, or should we see it as the kiss of death it really is?

Long Distance




Long distance relationship,some people believe that it isn't real but they are real ... peoples feelings are real. its just like any other relationship but this one is harder. you dont get to spend time with that person. it is hard and sad you sometimes feel like you just want to give up, but that same feeling makes you want to go on because the moment you get to hold that person tightly on your arms, it'll dissolve all the bad feelings inside your heart and never want to let that person go.


This one for you baby <3
"I wanna love and treat you right"





I just like to make you see that
I desire the simple things.
Maybe then now and then I would want somebody
Maybe then I used to dream of someone to love
Now you come and you arrive by me
I know I'm in love


Chuck Bass


The Upper East Side’s favorite bad boy is known for his bold fashion choices as much as his outrageous antics.
Outrageous and fantastic at the same time. It’s all about country gent mixed with pastels, the mix between
traditional preppy clothes from designer like Ralph Lauren Purple
Label with pops of color. clashing colors and patterns that shouldn’t work but somehow they do.

and he always knows just how to accessorize.
He's often seen displaying a prominent pocket square. This accessory has been making a comeback in recent years. *Just remember not to match it to your tie*

Chuck’s style is unique to say the least. You will never find him in jeans or a t-shirt (unless he’s trying to be ironic), and his ensembles are completely out of the box. Who else would wear a purple jumper with yellow trousers? But the most important element of Chuck’s style is the way everything is pulled together. Like his personality, everything he wears is cleverly calculated, right down to his socks.

Bright colors are a huge part of Chuck’s style, and he often wears them in unexpected combinations. I love the yellow and purple combo above – it really shouldn’t work but it completely does. So channel Mr. Bass, forget the rules – mix red and green, pink and red, and slightly different shades of the same color. Then rock the look with confidence.


We already know that skinny cargo pants are the next big thing, but their slightly tamer cousins – beige chinos – literally go with everything! They are as universally wearable as jeans but seem much classier and dressier. Although they may be associated with the summer months, as Chuck shows us, you can wear them all year round.




Smart tailoring is what Chuck does best: He never looks more comfortable than when he is in a suit, complete with bow tie and waistcoat. His secret? Everything is perfectly fitted. 

Now please do tell me, Who needs a vampire in a Volvo when there's Chuck Bass in a limo?

A good start for my weekend




Lily oh lily, I love how it smells. Lilies have a very sweet, heavy floral, honey like fragrance with a short cresylic, ylang ylang like topnote and at other times of the day, a suave, balsamic sweet fragrance. 

the scent cheers me up and it brings me into positive mood, 
it hypnotized me (in a good way).
Thank you for remember and always being so thoughtful. The Lily has definitely made my day.


A little plus and I guess I'm all set for the weekend ^_^
* Thank you thank you thank you *

My Changin season Tips & Tricks



1. What you wear under your clothes is just as important as the clothes you wear. Bras or panties that are too small or tight will create bulges; as well, underwear that is worn out will not give correct amount of support creating a sagging look. To look fabulous on the outside you have to wear the right undergarments. 

2. Don’t draw attention to an asset if it exposes a bad one. For example, if you have a small waist and large hips you might like to wear belts to show off your tiny waist. A belt will draw attention to the difference between your waist and hips and make your hips appear larger. A better solution is to wear shaped tops that flow over the waist. 

3. When you update your wardrobe at the beginning of a season have needed repairs done on your shoes. Also, remove clothes from your closet need mending or altering and get them ready for the coming season. 

4. Thin fabrics like crepe, linen or wool jersey fall better and are more slimming than wool tweed or suede. 

5. Don’t shop for an outfit the same day to have to wear it to an important event. You could end up with an outfit that just does not work and I don’t need to tell you the stress shopping at the last minute or ending up with the wrong outfit will cause. 

6. Proceed with caution when you choose a top, skirt or dress that is made from a clingy material. Stretchy, lyrca materials that are too tight will show bulges and bumps that can be easily hidden in a similar top, skirt or dress made from a heavier, different type knit. 

7. A cardigan can be worn in place of a jacket if it looks great. A great cardigan fits well and keeps its shape. Don’t wear cardigans to work that are stretched, or just plain worn out. 

Different flavors of wrong

We are all seeking that special person who is right for us. But if you've been through enough relationships, you begin to suspect there's no right person, just different flavors of wrong.
Maybe you'll marry, maybe you won't. Maybe you'll have childrent, myabe you won't. Maybe you'll devorce at 40, maybe you'll dance the funky chicken on your 75th wedding anniversary. Whatever you do, don't congratulate yourself to much, or berate yourself either, your choises are half chance, so are everybody else's.
Keep your old love letters, throw away your old bank statements. Don't feel quilty if you don't know what you want to do with your life. The most interesting people i know didn't know at 22 what they wanted to do with their lives. Some of them most interesting 40 years olds i know still don't.
Don't be reckless with other people hearts. Don't put up with people who are reckless with yours. Don't waste your time on jealousy, sometimes you're a head, sometimes you're behind. The race is long and in the end it's only with yourself. Remember compliments you receive. Forget the insults. If you succed in doing this, tell me how
 -.-'
Don't worry about the future. Or worry, but know that worrying is as effective as trying to solve on algebra equation by chewing bubble gum. The real trouble in your life are up to be things that never crossed your worried mind. The kind that blindside you at 4 p.m. on some idle Thursday. Do one thing every day that scares you as a challenge (I wish this is as easy as I write it down) !!!!

I'm just Me

I have never been so  unmotivated like I am now. My bedroom is a total mess, which so not me !!
I had my two and a half weeks of holidays and spent that time being lazy and doing totally nothing. Maybe because I miss certain people in my life.

I have never thought that I could miss and need someone so badly. I guess I'm really in love with him (what the heck does this have to do with me being too lazy to clean up my bed room though?)

And I also supposed to be baking some cupcakes for the bake-sale tomorrow morning, but because I am sooooo amazingly lazy I have my friend/slave Willy baking them for me. and here I am writing on my blog. what a queen ey ... a lazy queen indeed.




this is supposed to be the couch where I sit and get busy with on my laptop. But it's kinda impossible
since I have too much stuff on it. I don't even know which ones are clean or dirty -.-'

and I really should treat my cameras way better than just leave them laying around on
the floor like rubbish.

I had to face this freaky thing at work last night after 2 and a half weeks of holidays.
gosh .. how i fudging hate whoever created this fudging thing.
cos it literally scared me and i can't fudging sleep having the picture of it in my head.

But at least during those 2 and a half weeks I was able to do something I desire ... "PHOTOGRAPHY".  and here is what I came up with ;




Thought by the end of the shooting the Photographer (me) and the Model (him) ended up DRUNK.