Friends, Best friends or Enemies ?

Friends are for long, best friends longer, but enemies, they'll be with you wherever you go, forever. If you were asked "Friend or best friend" which one would you choose? Would it be friend, because your best friend knows to much? Or best friend, because your so tight with them your inseparable? Or, would you choose neither, and say: your enemy? Now I know you ask yourself "Why in the world would someone choose their enemy over their best friend?" Well first off, your friends turn into your enemies, don't deny it you know it happens. One day your best friends with someone, then, the next, your back talking each other!

You tell your best friends to much, you tell your friends to little. Why can't we just not tell anyone anything!? We've all had best friends and enemies, and let me tell you, yelling at someone gets your heart pounding and your blood rushing. Best friends are those ones, that, all you want to do is just tell them your life's story, they just make something click inside of you. You go to them, tell them everything, but then, once you get into one fight, everything you told them, all your secrets are blown away. Over time and in some sort of way, your best friend, the one that you trusted everything with, will slip some of your secrets every time their ranting to someone about their feelings. Sure you'll have your ups and great times with them, trying new things, laughing, joking, but every joke, every sarcastic laugh, will tear you two farther and farther apart over time. Just normal friends on the other hand aren't the same.

In all honesty they can be worse, when you tell your best friend something, or give them something, your regular friends will be jealous or confused about why they were forgotten or neglected. They'll confront you on any of your crazy actions and corner you in a wall, they'll ask why they didn't know about it, why wouldn't you tell them anything. Then, in your rage and confusion you'll tell them something that they don't want to hear, they'll stare at you blankly, surprised by your outrage at them. You'll storm off, then, the next day, when you come across that person won't acknowledge your presence, and sooner or later, they'll tell one of their close friends. Then here comes the rumours, about you, things that you never did, things that you did do, but are drastically changed to bend away from your innocence. You'll become enemies with these people, they lied about you, to your face and behind your back.

Your enemies, are your old friends and lovers. They'll talk about you behind your back without them actually noticing that their doing it, or they'll joke around with you and hurt your feelings. Getting back at this person is like a rush of adrenalin, you learn more about them, to bring them closer to you, then when they did something small, you blow it up in their face! Your the enemy now! Turning people against them, soaring on top of whatever group your in, feeling in power, almost driven by instinct and rage. Don't lie to yourself, you know yelling at someone about something small, or telling a little white lie, that soon turns into a full blooded rumour makes your heart race with excitement. Everyone's done it at points in their lives, don't deny the truth, it just ends up coming up later in an unneeded conversation. When your with your enemies, your blood flows through your veins, boiling hot with anticipation about how your going to get back at them one day, your brain is flooded with ideas, facts about them, and their past. And just when your about to strike the plan of the year, the one that will make no one ever stand up to you again, never, you'll be the king of the castle, and them, the dirty rascals, your friend comes to you and apologizes. 

You stare in awe at how brave they are, admitting that either they did something wrong, or explain why they think you did it. You forgive them, your friends again, but then not a month later, something small and stupid happens to set your mind on fire again! It's a rotating circle, a never ending one with that. This is the everyday life of some people, but even worse than this happening to you, is it happening between two of your friends, and you being torn apart by the decision of whom to side with knowing that your opponent won't forgive you for some time. Keep your friends with you, have tons of fun with them whenever possible, but just know, one day, one little thread will be loose and slowly but surely unravel your friendship. Keep your friends close, but your enemies closer.