Life is just one of those things

Lately I feel like I’m waiting for something. Waiting to go home. Waiting for dinner. Waiting for a call. Waiting for that special person to talk to me. Ugh, who am I kidding? Just waiting to find that person is hard enough. Waiting for the end of the day. Waiting for the weekend. Waiting for the answer. Waiting for those too good to be true moments. Just always waiting. But that’s just it. I suppose life is just like that. We must realize that if we spend our time trying to reach a set and a particular destination, we will just miss out on the things happening in between. If we just wait around to find our true soul mate, we will miss out on all the lovely people who fill in the gaps of our hearts. If we wait until we are absolutely content with our lives, we’ll miss out on those simple joys and little moments that make life worthwhile. And let me tell you, if we wait until the day we can wake up and make sense of everything, we are only wasting our precious time.

Giggling


"Giggling. damn it, it’s all the fudging giggling. What am I, a Tickle Me Elmo? I hope not, Elmo kind of scares me. He’s been around since I’ve been a kid and he’s never had any emotional growth, far as I can see. All he cares about are letters. S is for stunted!"

The Rain

The rain slapping against my windows brings my mind to a darker place. The melancholy night brings my mood to a darker place. My thoughts wander… wander to a different time… was I a different woman?
The rain grows heavier and I long to touch him. To trace his width shoulders… my fingers remember every  inch of his body… I want to hold him… smell him… feel him.
The rain is not letting up and I lay here thinking… of him… of me… what he is doing? Where he is? The rain reminds me of making love to him… of a night like today where we could disappear into our own little world… lingering in bed… making love, falling asleep not letting go of each other till the next morning.
I might be lucky enough for him to fly back to me again.

Good night ... 

Don't Fall For Me


My favorite youtube musician <3 JRA
smooooooooch xoxo

"Eat some cucumber" = My actual ringtone ^_^

There are so many tears in June

I saw


I Saw: 5 Best Elizabeth Taylor Films

Because She, as Richard Burton would put it, is also short of leg, hippy, and large-bosomed like the late and great Dame Elizabeth.
1Giant (1956)
An sprawling epic as big as the state it’s set in, Giant features not only James Dean’s last film performance (a great one) but Elizabeth Taylor giving her rancher’s wife the balls to stand up to any man she comes across.








2. Who’s Afraid of Virginia Woolf? (1966)
The most terrifying marriage to ever be put on screen. Paired with two-time real life husband Richard Burton, Taylor seethes as one half of functioning dysfunction in this Oscar-winning role.

3. Father of the Bride (1950)








I love Steve Martin and Martin Short (Franck!) as much as the next person but for the perfect, charming, eyelash-batting daughter, you have to go to the original and Taylor’s chemistry with the curmudgeonly Spencer Tracy.

4. Suddenly, Last Summer (1959)



Her other Tennesse Williams-penned (well, based), Oscar-nominated role. Her character goes through a hellish series of things that can only be equated to a real life house of mirrors and Taylor holds her against the queen of all things acting, Katharine Hepburn.


5. A Place in the Sun (1951)
Her first real adult role and she shines in this tragedy opposite Montgomery Clift, in the truest sense of the word.


Bonus! Cleopatra (1963)
For the many styles sported and not sported in this film.

NO IT'S NOT OK

well after I've reached my point of realization of all of this mixed energies surrounds me, there's only questions left for me. all of those white lies you've been feeding me, how could you do this to me? what have I ever done to you to deserve this?,  ok forget that question, I'm sure it could be to anyone else but why?, what is your purpose on the first place?, does it give you some kind of pleasure to hurt other people's feelings? do you even have a heart like the rest of us, human being?

all of this was just an act, for what, what is it in for you? .... I'm just trying to understand your motives here,  you growth your own lies surround me and put the blame on me. yes I am talking to you, this one dedicated specially just for you mister.

"IT'S NOT OK TO HURT OTHER PEOPLE'S FEELINGS"


"This was a story about a girl who could find infinite beauty in anything, any little thing, and even love the person she was trapped with. And i told myself this story until it became true. Now, did doing this help me escape a wasted life? Or did it blind me so I didn't want to escape it? I don't know, but either way I was the one telling my own story."

The "ME" time Italian way ^_^

I have this "thing" about chucks hat, sabrina top.
(Love to let my shoulder free).
 and camera ... it was a looooong trip.


Waiting for the boat to take me to the other side

Gelato, yummy
this isn't the boat I was waiting for, I just think
it's cute.


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chuck and more chucks



sometimes I feels like I'm the only one
who truly understand the beauty of lillies


I shouldn't wear high heels -.-'

Love Story

Every one has a love story, but every one is different. Some are more detailed adventures, legends that have been passed down by generations to generations; others might have never quite taken off. If you live on planet Earth and are reading this, you had to have heard some tragic love story one time or another, even without Romeo and Juliet.
The most compelling love story I can think of is not “tragic” or “fated”. No, it isn’t about some fair maiden and a handsome prince (actually in retrospect it could be). There is no pleasure, just fulfillment and amazingly enough, there isn’t exactly a definite some one on the receiving end. Yes, I’m talking religion, well Nuns and Priest in particular. They have no firm evidence the greater being is there, but they still commit themselves, abstain from sex and the possibility of having children. Now I’m not one to sit here and tell what’s what in this crazy world we live in, but I’m going to say that their love story is the most pure-no pun intended. but Others would argue that; that this compelling (yea right) love story is a sham. Fair enough, you’re entitled to your opinion.
The next love story that comes up would be the tale of two lovers… and a third. That is just tragic. I’ve never understood this. If you love some one, why cheat? The best that can come from it is a lie. I’m not sure about any one else here, but if you were to make some thing with cheap glue, that art work won’t stay together as well as some thing with more body than water-body being commitment in this instance.
The most famous would be, “happily ever after”. Here’s where it gets raw. I used to believe this tale Disney wove for us a long time ago. I believed that there wouldn’t exactly be the shining armor and such, but a prince that would hold his eyes only for you; you would have that dream life with no doubts and insecurities. Guess what? Disney turned out to be fiction. O.M.G … The secrets out.
Okay, calm down people. You can get your happily ever after, but maybe if you let a few things slide. The trouble “letting things slide”, is that you might let a few things slide that isn’t quite right. If it’s something life endangering, you don’t just let that slide. He is obviously not your knight. Your metaphorical knight is the one that picks you up when you’re down, who doesn’t kick you and leave you there. Petty arguments about leaving socks on the floor are obviously not going to make a huge rift in your relationship. That is not some thing worth breaking up over. of course, we all have different morals and values, so some things might affect others more than.. well.. others.
XOXO
Alrighty, there’s a heap of love story analogies I could have come up with. "The-girl-who-hasn’t-met-the-right-guy-yet-but-thought-she-did", "The-guy-who-falls-for-every-girl-he-sees", "The-socially-awkward-kid", "The-woman-who-cried-adultery", etc. … You get the picture. but I have one that’s more prominent;
The girl/boy that hasn’t met some one that “clicked” with them just yet.
It will happen, the title is pretty self-explanatory. You have a lifetime to write your love story, in any darn well way you’d like.
Basically, every one has a love story, it just might not have been written just yet, or perhaps it still being written.